apa salah aku ntah !

shhiitt !! pe la slh ak ni ? ak yg da msalh , ak yg tnsion , ak yg sdih tp ak yg kne maki hmun blik .. aduh ! npe la nsb ak mlng sgt sjk kblakngn ni ... spe yg maki aku 2 ?? xpnting kot nk gtw spe an .. bia la ak ngn TUHAN jer yg tahu .. aduh ! npe la ak ssh sgt nk bnci die eerk ? ni la akbtnye lau dh trlmpau syg , ble dh kne maki pon still lg syg ... bdohnye ! mmg ak ska sgt kne maki .. ak dh besa so ati ak ni dh kebal ngn maki2 ni .. mlas nk kta pe dh ! slagi ak ley than ak akn than tp ble dh smpai thap ksbrn ak dh abs ! mmg sowng pon xkn knl ak dh ! 2 la ak ni bek sgt ngn org kn .. smpai kne maki pon cm kne puji jer an .. lngsg xnk mlwan or wht ! smpai ble ak nk jd cm ni .. smpai ble ak bia org pjak pale ak .. ble la ak nk bngn n bktikn yg ak ni pon da mruah ! mama n abh ak pon xpnh nk maki2 bgai kt ak ! tp org len sng2 jer .. n yg ak heran ak xpnh nk mlwan lngsg .. mngis sowng2 cm la die tw ko skit ati ke x .. tp lau ak mngis kt die cm la die phm an .. uat msa jer nt ak kne blik ! shiit ! smpai ble ak nk brsbr ngn pngai org yg xpnh nk hrgai ak , syg ak , phm ak n cara bout ak ! Yaallah ! bg la ak kekuatan utk tmpuh suma dgaan Mu ! bg la ak ksbrn yg tnggi ! sbb ak xmmpu utk ilng die ! smpai ble Yaallah ! ak dh btl2 ptus ase ngn dunia yg xadil bg ak ni ! lbh bek mati lg sng ! ak ingt ak syg die n ak xnk ilng die jer ak still sbr ngn die ! hmmm .... x-p died !