keliru sial (!)

aduh !! cm ne ni ak kliru glez la...xtw nk stdy dlm course pe....mmg ak dh decide nk amik dip in photogrphy at uitm..tp ble mmbr ak gtw lau dpt akn kna intrview...aduuh parah 2..uat kna mlukis or wht mti la ak..lau pon ak dpt seni A- dlm spm tp ak xpndai mlukis kot..seyes doe !! cm ne nk amik ke x???aduh2..yg ko ni pon stu "eyra" tkut nk hadapi dgaan pehal???lmbt lg kn..amik jela..dh ko mnt photography kn..aduh !! help me !!! ni pon jd stu beban..woi ingt ckit dlm dnia xda mnda yg sng la der..tw pon ak..tp pehal lom try dh mngalah..npe ak xykin dgn dri ak ni..hmmmmmmm.........giveup doe !!!dont giveup eyra..come on !! u must be strong !!